What?

Yeah, we're all just scratching the surface with Big Fat Baby.

I just put up the link without reading it. It can be mined for further gold.

So they would call and tell my boss I wasn't doing my job. So I would answer the door and tell the others to wait for the beds. So they would call and tell my boss the same thing. Finally I was fired off post and pinkerton gave me less than 8 hours a week. I told them I needed a week to relax and I left.

I went down by my house where there was a bridge and sat on the edge and was gonna jump. I thought about it and decided not to. Me and my mom decided for me to go into the psych ward. I was there for 2 days I think it was and released. I was now on State disability and stayed at home.

About 4 weeks later I was in again for suicidal thoughts. Then again about 2 months later. That last stay has made me terrified to even go to a psych hospital for help. And I will tell you why. When I was admitted they wanted me to do a strip search. I refused because the guy doing the search I knew was gay and didn't feel comfortable doing it.

Not that I have anything against gays.

I kinda get it, you don't want a gay guy doing naked stuff to you, but it still reads kinda funny.

"Not that I have anything against gays."

Now, excuse me while I tell you about my diaper-rape.

No, really.

So I was placed in restraints. I was now wearing diapers full time because I was not only still bed wetting but I was also having day accidents. So I was placed into restraints and got checked for weapons. They already knew I wore diapers and it was checked.

About 2 hours later a staff whos name I foreget came in. He saw that the diaper I was wearing was wet and began takeing my pants off. I asked what he thought he was doing and he said "Changeing this diaper". I told him no but he did it anyways. I just closed my eyes till it was over. It was the same as rape but no sex. Can you imagine what it is like to be tied to a bed and have some one take off your pants and you can't stop them? And then change you like a baby.

It was the most violateing thing I have ever had done to me. Then on top of it the so called diapers they use that are about as thick as paint soakers were attempted to be put on me. He placed one in my crotch area and the other one across my waist and left me like that for 12 hours. I don't recall 10 hours of the 14.

Yeah, well, you're wearing a diaper in a mental hospital. And your diaper is loaded.

Eh.

"Not that I have anything against gays."

Just kind of funny.

Like-- Oh, I wear diapers and get babied, but it's an old crone doing it, not a dude. I'm not gay, you know.

I did want to point out before that this guy's claim to SSI -- "people tease me for my weird sexual thing" -- would, um, qualify the entire gay population for SSI too.

So... again, why is anyone working at all?

And speaking of sex I don't want to know about: another adult baby, John Edwards.

Oh: And whatever this is, I don't even think this is sex at all.

posted by Ace at 10:08 PM

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